50-50 LOVE

1.hai.salam.satu tugasan yang agak berat ubtuk diri ini.buat xmind, and submit kat lecturer.

2. tau Xmind??erm.simply say, it is a software for the sole purpose of creating a mind map.

3.so, the due date is a17 april 2011 i.e. today lah.tp tak siap2 lagi.haha

4. Why? erm..(start to search for a reasonable reason.ngee~)

5. Err.because of the theme.argh! LOVE. what on earth i would talk about this "loving" thing! ah!

6. ingat kan tajuk bebas.boleh buat mind map untuk subject2 yang i belajar. senang sket.tak yah pikir sgt.kan2??hehe

7.but it's ok. im going to take this challenge and ahah!! im thinking~keep moving on..(although it seems like i found nothing in my mind)erggghh!! thinking je baru..hehe

8. L.O.V.E

9. i know nothing about love. because it's abstract kan.how to define love??yeah.what else~it is a feeling.definitely! but the feeling is different with our anger.totally different. so, how to explain about this LOVE??what kind of feeling is that huh?

10. and as far as im concerned, LOVE can be divided into several divisions, inter alia, LOVE to our own selves, love towards our family, love for friends, and LOVE monyet, i.e. love your opposite gender/ partner/ spouse.

11. em. i think i better narrow dwn my scope to the Xmind. may be i should focus on LOVE monyet nie.

12. LOVE monyet

13. There are actually a huge difference tw. (1) when u love a girl, but then u don't really have that sort of "feeling" or so-called "LOVE" to him/her, and (2) those who are very2 much affected to love. 

14. The first part, it shall be called as cinta monyet tu lah. nanti kite akan lihat, si pasangan nie akan bertukar2 pasangan sampai at least sepuluh kali. kononnye, takkan berputus asa pada cinta.padahal main2 cinta je. orang ade awek, dy pun nak le meras ade awek. itu sahaja purpose nye!!(tak suke2! anti~)

15. and for the second part, that is what we call LOVE.true LOVE. sampai mati mencitai mu lah~cewah.haha. kat sini lah ade nye pecahan2 untuk cinta suami isteri, tunang-tunang, or those yang "berharap" memperisterikan si gadis.(oh! how suwit! ^_^)

16. and i narrow i down again.

17. nak cerita pasal true LOVE je

18. ok.now, comes the massive explosion in my head. NAk Tulis aPeee!!!!

19. cinta.cinta adalah anugerah~ceyh.ayat orang awam yang tak pernah rasa cinta.haha!(suka hati aku je)

20. cinta tu, for me kan, erm, sukar di ungkap.tapi di rasa.rasa mcm mane?rasa dulu, baru tw.mcm pedas, mcm mane nak explain ape itu pedas??rasa dlu.pegi giit cili api tu.then u'll noe it larh~

21. dan bile kita akan jatuh cinta?

22. no specific time. no specific date. tapi ade dalil/qarinah.

23. dalil and qarinah cinta yang best nak cite nie. 

24. sejak daripada dulu, i have this one major indication of "feeling love"

25. When u fall in love with him, u wudn't  see anybody else, except him.serious!! dalam ramai2 lautan manusia, betapa crowded pun tempat tu, kau orang takkan nampak orang lain.mata mesti terzoom kat ur lover tu!amazing betul.mcm dalm movie, kan ada zoom2 and focus kat sorang awek je, and that awek is awek that guy lah~sama wa cakap sama lu!!haha

26. and when u close to him/her, ur body temperature will increase, heatbeat pun semakin laju, kencang.dup..dap..dup dap..mcm nak meletop.tak boleh kawal. ni pun qarinah cinta.tp ini pendapat dan pengalaman orang lain lah. It doen't go like that with me. when i love a person, i'll feel really2 comfortable with him. (tu yang suka hati aku je nak marah2 dy.kesian). kalu ak berdebar semacam je jumpe lelaki tu, jgn haraplah~ak akan lagi lari jauh2 dan berharap takkan jumpe lelaki tu.hahaha

27.  cinta tu, aku umpamakan macam nazak.serba tak kene.macam malaikat nak tarik nyawa.ini kite panggil, CINTA GILER! memang gila pun~

28. When u are angry towards sbdy, u wont feel love. but when when u are in love, u'll feel both.LOVE+ANGER+ SAD+ HAPPY+MAD and etc2 (macam2 lagi perasaan) ade yang relevant, ade yang tak relavant.complicated lah~

29. tapi ada satu rasa cinta yang sangat indah. when u love somebody but at the same time, you          
serahkan everythin to the Almighty God.

30. you love God more than his creature. Then u'll be save.

31. Easy to say, Hard to do.

32. but impossibility is not the end

33. Nothing is impossible if HE's your Imam. your guidance.

34. know what?! i believe even marriage spouse pun belum tentu bleh buat macam nie. tp usaha2!

35. If one day in the future, i have daughter/son, i wont let them repeat the same mistake i've done.

36. Wasting my time to just feel love.arhh! what a jerk!

37. Lelaki tak pernah mempermainkan aku.cuma aku yang mempermainkan perasaan aku sendiri.mengkhianati diri.

38. oh2.tapi jgn pernah kata orang bercinta itu desperate, dear boys and girls.sesat lah.ape lah.nonono..

39. widen up ur mind. macam ak cakap, ad macam2 jenis cinta kan. never blame the love, but the attitude of the lover. jgn anti sgt, nanti terkene ^_^

40. personal aku?oh.tak perlu lah cerita. but he's really nice. anak bongsu, manja sikit.tapi dgn aku, akan berlagak matang, which is so cute~EEeeeWWww..haha

41. but that's the truth. he acted different when he's with me, when he's with his best friends, when he's with his acquaintances, with those he hates so much, he'll act differently.

42. and a best friend of him, Akmal hakim, once said to me, zarina, i know him better than you. and that moent, my heart say, hey dude! don't u ever dare to say like that to me!!hahaha

43. yup. he is different, ikut dgn siapa dy bergaul. so, bile i dah gaduh2 ngn dy nie, orang lain jgn pandai2 nak cakap, ha, tu la zarina, that guy x baik lah..baran lah..ape lah..nope! shut ur big mouth!! memang dy akan baran dgn kau, tapi dgn si A, B, kak C, adik H..dy ok je.lagi baik dpd dy treat ak kowt.see.when he likes someone. he'll treat them beter than he treats me.what a good friend i told ya!~(eh.ape aku ini.haha.maaf2)

44. point nye just nak kate, this is just between him and me and HIM. dont screwed it up!!hik3

45. see.kan aku dah kata, cnta tu pening.macam2. there's no such thing like a formula to determine LOVE.

46. oh.how to avoid love?tell you what. HATE him.think about the most things you hate about him/her.

47. referring to abg fareed's talk (my 5th year credible senior), janagn fikir sgt.sibuk kan diri.bile kite fikir, then ia aka terus datang mengganggu. believe, you'll forget everything you wish to forget. ^_^

48. So, that's what i called as LOVE.

49. maybe we shud say, LOVE is not just a feeling. but a situation. a circumstances. LOVE is not an experiment. It is LIFE. real LIFE. it exists in every single breath of human being. 

50. LOVE is amazing. God is watching and testing you. feel it.then you can protest it.

~لا يكلف الله نفسا إلا وسعها~



salam. ^_^







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